J o r g e T e i l l i e r —
translated by S o n n e t R. P h e l p s & S e b a s t i á n G ó m e z M a t u s
Magic
Beside the lower chapel
the ghosts’ smiles
turn into lilacs.
It’s the ninth hour
but nobody’s calling people in.
A few yellow chickens burble in the backyard.
The village shoemaker is already drunk,
and sings, among children’s laughter.
A window lights over there
and a girl reads behind it.
The runaway formulas from the book of magic
turn into fireflies
who search for deep passages.
The wind steals secrets from the river and the cemetery
to tell them to the abandoned chapel,
and we need to uncover these secrets, and soon.
Girl
From the tree of the evening, you’re a cherry or an apple.
Your checkered apron vibrates blue in the garden.
Sad sleeping beauty, guarded by roses,
How lonely the house gets when you close your eyes!
Your head of hair falls rumorous of rain
Was it given you by some luminous autumn?
As a gift, the trains of childhood left you
a basket of smoke from ancient springtimes.
You’re so little that the wind makes himself a child
to play with you, like he does with the oatfields.
To dream you I look at a glass of fresh water
and I see you so close that I almost forget to look.
The light makes herself your hand and opens the windows
and the night goes in search of her daytime clothing.
Spells
Those who fear the sorcerer neighbors
throw fistfuls of salt into the fire
when ominous birds pass by.
My graverobbing friends
find golden coins in dreams.
They wake to the lightning’s horseman
falling among them and turning to flame.
Midnight, Saint John’s Eve. The fig trees
dress for the party.
Echoes of animal cries
sunken for millennia in the marsh.
The chimalens gather the sheep
who’ve fled from their pen.
Dogs howl in the house of the miser
who wants to make a pact with the Devil.
I no longer recognize my house.
Inside the lights of ruined stars fall
like fistfuls of earth into a pit.
My friend keeps vigil in the mirror:
she’s waiting for the arrival of a stranger
announced by the longest shadows of the year.
At daybreak, barn owls nest in the mourning fig trees.
Sorcerers’ handprints dawn in the embers.
I wake with herbs and earth in my hands
from a place I’ve never been.
When Everyone Leaves
When everyone leaves for other planets
I’ll stay in the abandoned city
drinking a last cup of beer
and then I’ll go back to the town I always go back to
like the drunk to the tavern
and the boy to go riding
on the broken seesaw.
And in town I won’t have anything to do,
other than to put fireflies in my pockets
or walk along the rusted edges of rails
or sit at the weathered shop counter
and chat with old classmates.
Like a spider who traverses
the threads of her own web
I will walk without hurry along the streets
invaded by weeds
looking at the collapsing dovecotes
until I get to my house
where I’ll shut myself in to listen
to records of a singer from 1930
without ever caring to look
at the infinite paths
traced by rockets in space.
A Stranger Whistles in the Woods
A stranger whistles in the woods.
The backyards fill with fog.
The father reads a fairytale
and the dead brother listens behind the door.
The bulb that lit the way for us
goes out in the window.
We couldn’t wait for when it was time to go home
but we pause without knowing where to go
when a stranger whistles in the woods.
Winter lands behind our eyelids
bringing a snow that isn’t from this world
and that erases our prints and the prints of the sun
when a stranger whistles in the woods.
We should have told them to wait for us,
but we have changed our language
and nobody will understand those who listened
to a stranger whistling in the woods.
After Everything
After everything
we will meet again.
The summer will spread its tablecloths on the ground
so we can set out our provisions
and you’ll still be beautiful
like the song “Midday Wine”
that the fool played in the woodstove.
After all
there are many, many lands.
I’m not impatient.
We have all the years in the world to traverse them
until we are together again
and you’ll tell me
that you met me once
on a little planet I don’t remember
a planet called Earth
and you’ll speak to me
of houses visited by the moon
bills bet at the horseraces
our initials drawn with white chalk
on a wall in demolition.
Let’s make all the mistakes we want.
The land of unlove doesn’t exist
before that gesture of yours of pointing out
a neighborhood plaza’s magnolias,
your head on my shoulder,
the clear nocturnal music of your body.
A gesture remakes everything:
when the house catches fire
its life continues whole
in the scorched page of a notebook,
the surviving bishop on the chessboard.
In another place, far from this land and its time
I wait for your face
where all the faces I have loved will gather,
and we will begin again as the strangers
that years ago gazed and gazed at each other
without daring to say they would fall in love.
When I Wasn’t a Poet
When I wasn’t a poet
I joked that I was a poet
although I hadn’t written a single verse
but I admired the town poet’s wide-brimmed hat.
One morning I encountered my neighbor in the street.
She asked me if I was a poet.
She was fourteen years old.
The first time I spoke with her
she carried a bouquet of baby’s breath.
The second time an anemone in her hair.
The third time a gladiolus between her lips.
The fourth time she didn’t bring a single flower
and I asked the flowers in the plaza what this meant
and they didn’t know what to say
and neither did my botany teacher.
She had translated poems by Christian Morgenstern for me.
It didn’t occur to me to give her anything in exchange.
Life was very hard for me.
I didn’t want to give up a single page of my notebook.
Her eyes shot caliber-44 bullets of love.
This gave me insomnia.
I shut myself in my room for a long time.
When I left I encountered her in the plaza and she didn’t say hi.
I went back to my house and wrote my first poem.
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